It's over

I'm done this is the last time he's going to hurt me.  I called on blocked and he asked who I was I heard a bunch of girls in the background.   I shouldn't have said my name.  As soon as he heard it he hung up and the dam broke.  I feel like I'm chasing waterfalls.  It's odd but now I know he positively hates me so now I can move on.  That took me long enough.   I feel like I always fall for guys that treat me like used gum.  And that's kind of true.  Maybe love just doesn't exist for me and it's only one sided